Soo basically i havent gotten any sleep fer 2 days now..im a zombie i swear.
I just got back from my sewing classes, it was ok i guess, not as boring as other times.

I just wanna finish sketching some shirt thingg, and i gotta finish a skirt. blah.

I really dont know what im doing today, probably nothing..probably good movies,incense,me myself and i.

Ive been listening to acoustic alot, oh and indie(its a must).

Im in desesperate need of something good, like idkk, a random espontaneous trip (:
tilll then.

Joyce.

zombie mode.

Yes, im like a total zombie right now, slept 1 hour yesterday..and went swimming this morning. Chlorine is my new perfume, it sucks.
I felt like throwing up while swimming, probably was because of drinking green coffe + cigarettes + margaritas. mm.

i think i really need some sleep.
anyways.
Ive been wanting a new book, i just finished reading "the perks of being a wallflower".
Good good book. i truly recommend it.
If you know some good books just comment below (:
Mm im gonna die soon;/. i need bath.
how hobo of me.

when everything turns blue.

Rockin daddys shirt.

Becoming alive

I dont even know how to start, is there even a start?

Days full of confusing thoughts and confusing ideas, dont know how to hand the situation, i messed up 1 year of my life..yes.(school).
I failed.
But in a way i think its making me grow up and analyze and just idk, be a different person in a good way i guess..
its actually changing me.
i know i gotta make a change.
get away from those who talked behind ur back.
who dont give a crap about ur life.
ive always said.."be yourself".. truth is..people are afraid of being themselves.
thats whats gonna make you succeed ignoring all ignorants getting in your way, all drama and bullshit.
so here i am at 12.57 am writing and kinda trying to give you the idea that..that.. idk something that im trying to discover.

much love,
joyce.

change.

So, im sitting infront of the computer, with a peace mood, listening to brighten..total mind relaxation. I realize today how much i love indie music. I really wanna change, sometimes i just feel so different from other people, i dont fit in here, im like the "odd,weird,stranger" person in this town. I just wish i had someone to talk with, i need to ventilate, and i feel i can do that by writing, and blogging, i dont even use this anymore, but i guess its like a good therapy..just letting everything out. Expressing myself, loving myself, changing the world.

Loving.
Making a change.
Being YOURSELF.

thats the purpose of life, enjoying it..no matter what, dont let people contraddict you, tell you who you are. YOU make the life you want..give it a try. Dont try to please others by not being yourself,you know what.. fuck them. Just live it.

SELFLESSNESS IS THE KEY FOR INNER PEACE.- Christofer Drew.

keep it classy,
joyce.

The coming.

Its been liek forever since i did my last post, i guess im too busy living the "busy life". Alot of things had happen, like, im still the same dork lighting candles and putting incense all over my room, while reading some stephen sprouse and cursing at my tv. Yerrr.

I miss this, ive been a little offf with posting and stuff, but reality is, i need it.
Makes me think there are actually people out there who care about some random and stupid fashion post, or not even fashion but deliberation.

Nonsensee, yes,me.

Ill be posting some pictures soon, idk where my cam is, my room is jungle. LITERALLY.

muchh love.

omg.
hi.
i havent been able to blog:( and it makes me shitty cause ive wanting to but ive been just hella BUSSSSSSY. like really..its just awfull. school. volleyball. school. school. college stuff. agh like just so many things.
This past days have been just busy but nice:)
i FINALLYYYYY got my teen voogue handbook . yaaay.
and ive been really spiritual. well,more than usual.

Im loving music more than ever.
Cant take the earphones out my ears.:D
music is a BIG inspiration for me.

oh yea..if you wanna follow every single stupid detaill of my life please folllowwwwwww:
TWITTER: JOYCESIU
:D
ill love you forever.

party hard.