So this chapter begins.

Trapped in my own little messed up world, living kind-of a fake life..trying to escape reality and pretending to be somebody else.. trying to be so perfect for my life that it isnt working out. Im so different from the people that surrounds me, i guess they really never get to see the real me. All this faking and all this lies got me thinking about my future, i cant wait to see the world. The world i think of..everyday. The ballerinas, and the arts. Inspiration..Thats all ive got.

The flying teacups are just part of my life..they keep me going.
Fashion is a way to escape reality..i must not say fashion..because IT IS a way of life.
Beautiful way to see life.

People fail, and the main reason is because they dont see further than ther noses.
People are afraid to express themselves.
But you know..
If we dont risk it all..
Why are we living?

Its raining.
Semesters next week.
Cold.cold and more cold.
Missing my sister.
Tweeting.

See you Friday:)
i have a stupid test of sociologfy tomorro.
ugh
<3

Warm tea for the teenage soul.

While im sitting on my antique chair..or just laying on my bed..i think about my future so much,about my life in 3 years?
This cold got me thinking, i dont really know about the cold..i just know i want some sun back:(
My hands hurt.
My parcials are soon.
Im fat.
I love nature.
Oh oh.

Literature really helps me escape from reality, i really wish i could see those green green beautiful pastures.
I want to go to irland.:) i think about it like as i magical land or something.
:/
My head is spinning and my chamomille tea waiting.
leave me a comment with ur blog or sumthing. ill forsure check it out
x
Joyce

"This will be..Life
And it will blossom."



Shoutout to my beautiful sisters heels:)




beautiful!



TREE<3.



I didnt remmeber about this..forgot how lovely it was.

My weekenddd was so busyy! i had like a freaking ton of things to do.. plus an amazing slumber party haha..i laughed all night long..almost peed.
Ive been working on my searchjing colleges+homeworks+stuff.
Looking for SAT stuff looking for this for that.. aaaaaaaaaaagh
just so busy..ill just try to kjeeo on track with my posts whenever i have time..like little extra time:)
i just cant stop.
:)
the weathers been COLD
i kinda like it tho.. its like a really nice cold.. no rain..but just plain cold.
<3
im trying to keep on with a "diet" but i just cant..! i think its bcuz my sis is here..once she goes back to NY im starting ittt!!!(or atleast ill try:/)
my mom made the betstetetestestest lemon pie..and i cant wait to taste it.
so yea..i gotta go back to my physics world.
chau.
x

window view<3


hallo again from my little strange odd world, but really..i think it has some kind of lovelyness in it..a drop of orange juice in it:) right? doesnt every life has that..amazing scents?..(im such a citrus scent person) so dont mind me:)

omg i have been like so freaking busy right now..likee yea..school and stufff..i have parcials next week..and i have a sht load of homework for thiss weekend..:( sigh..
I just got back from the bowling with my family and sister<3.. and my cousin..
we had fun..too bad i suck at it..u know:(
so..tomorrow wer having like a family reunion at my house..and my cous and my sisters sister..lol its ocming so its gona be fun..we r gonna watch all true blood episodes! isnt that just SO JUICYY!?!?!? LOVE IT.

So im sorry i dont have like anything interetsing to say right now..which iss just like freaking weird..but ill figure out something:) hehe

xooooooo

schoooool.

Hi cherries!


I havent had time to blog..i started school the 5th,omg i hatee waking up early haha..it sucks:( that xmas break went on so fast!
But yea i gotta focus on my grades now! and start working on my portafolio stufff.
i really dont know yet to what college im going.. im liking SCAD right now..but i really want to go to NY or LA.. but i dont know... hope i get scholarship or osmething..cause itll be kinda hard for me to afford a really good college.. so yeaa.

Imma start taking some graphic design courses soon..cause i suckk at sketching.
And i neeed to learn to sew asap also(one of my new years resolutions).
Losing weight is other:).

Loving:
Im loving the CHI product for hair. amazinnnng.