THE tree :)







Woke up to a windy and cold morning.
A cup of coffee felt so great and lovey..

Im just like..amazed by all the beautiful things life has..i feel like i wanna just take pictures of everything and i just appreciate everything..every little detail
I love it how i can wake up late in this xmas holidays..plus the presents and stufff.
I keep on saying life is what u make it.. hope people enter reasoning and start living for themselves, not for other people that has nothing to do in your lives. Live for yourself, you only live once, take advantage of that, appreciate it..and just rock on:)

I went to zara..again..haha and bouught this washed-out jeanss..i LOVE it, and bought a scarf..:)
This days are feeling like an amazing cup of hazelnut coffee with xmas lights that just makes your day so joyful and lovely.

Oh rain, go..go away!


Rain in the mornings just dont match with me, gives me lazyness and aagh just wanta sleep.
So, today im hanging out with my bro and some cousins to this restaurant to check out this band..the vocalist was my teacher for like 2 weeks? hes pretty awesome.. and amazing sense of musicc.
But this rain..aint helping much!

Oh yessss! yesterdayy i bought this amazing zara skirt and zara shirt. (pic soon)
and idk maybe i go buy more stuff today:)
i love it.

but.. i mean.. who doesnt?

"Im like the sea, i will sway with the wind, but i can drag you underneath"



Friday:
This life is what you make it.
Enjoy it. life it..dont expect someone else to live it for you.. dont live regreting.
Life fullyyyy..remember you only live once.
Life aint a fairy tale, just try to make it as much as posible.


parapapapaparaa.

Just got home from schools celebration, im having after party tonite.. ill have to do some clothe cutting & creating : )

BURY THE CASTLE!

What im seeing.

What im reading.

Taken a while ago.
Today was a pretty decent day, hung with friends and fam after.
Hanging and talking with my bro,i really enjoyed the convo we had earlier today.

Tomoss a great day, schools xmas party.
Weekend is coming, finally..
:)

Lights.

So, yesterday i was soo into the subject that i forgot to give detaills and stuff.
I got these burt bees kit and soap from my bro. I simply just love random..natural..scents.
And i got my forever21 red shirt.
Last but not least..
MY CAMARA!!
omg im so ubberrr happy.. imma post pictures soon:)
its amazing. im so happy.
haaa
yea.
well.. and i just got inspire with this xmas program at school..
then came home with my bestie..talk and nap:) .
Im just feeling so relaxed right now.
Its amazing how little detaills make you feel confident and just.. calm..peaceful.

Confused.

Dear strangers,


Or should i say brothers and sisters?..
Im having my little doubts since long time ago.. yes..about religion..about God..
but yea MOST of the time i do believe in him..cause i mean, i need someone to believe in,someone i know exist..but at the same time doesnt.

My brother which just came from miami yesterday, hes just spending xmas break with us..the family. Im not really sure if this is a family, honestly.. They dont know much about what i want, no, they really dont.. they always get the bad concept, im the bad person, always. BUt im not getting in that now.. i wanted to emphasise on my brother. I love my brother to death, hes amazing and a role model to follow for sure. He is an atheist. I HAVE ABSOLUTLY nothing against that, i mean half of me is atheist.. like i said before..i just NEED to believe in someone magical cause im afraid, afraid of things that might happen, but here comes one of my zillion questions.. HAS anyone ever seen God.. is he going to take you out of trouble.. is it really him? or just destiny itself?.
My mind spins.
Im really not what i look like.. no friend of mine knows me.
I just try to be different and show a normal side.

BUt noone really knows..