Confused.

Dear strangers,


Or should i say brothers and sisters?..
Im having my little doubts since long time ago.. yes..about religion..about God..
but yea MOST of the time i do believe in him..cause i mean, i need someone to believe in,someone i know exist..but at the same time doesnt.

My brother which just came from miami yesterday, hes just spending xmas break with us..the family. Im not really sure if this is a family, honestly.. They dont know much about what i want, no, they really dont.. they always get the bad concept, im the bad person, always. BUt im not getting in that now.. i wanted to emphasise on my brother. I love my brother to death, hes amazing and a role model to follow for sure. He is an atheist. I HAVE ABSOLUTLY nothing against that, i mean half of me is atheist.. like i said before..i just NEED to believe in someone magical cause im afraid, afraid of things that might happen, but here comes one of my zillion questions.. HAS anyone ever seen God.. is he going to take you out of trouble.. is it really him? or just destiny itself?.
My mind spins.
Im really not what i look like.. no friend of mine knows me.
I just try to be different and show a normal side.

BUt noone really knows..

Lovely Friday:


First of all.. i was so ridicioulus busy this week.

FEW of the things i did this week:
1.Buy candy canes
2.Buy brown bags
3.Decorate
4.Volley
5.Study
6.Online courses
7.Tutoring
8.School stuff



I dont know but im feeling happppppy.
My bro is coming this monday :) yaaay. honestly, i cant wait. (:
Have a tremendous weekendd dudes and dudettes


XO

ASHES

People fake


Hopes fade away


Inspirations stop existing


Love begins to die


Everything stops


But ONLY YOU CAN MAKE IT BETTER.

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
-Albert Einstein





Ayeeee,

im.. TIRED! blahh. Had some swimming competition.



Weather has been very bipolar.
My puppy has been healty<3
My mom lovey.
My heart happy.
Loving every minute of life.
But most of all..Loving God.



I hate it that i cant really find that much time to blog, ive been reallyyyyy effin busy with school and other stuff im working with.

My mom bought me a really big heart-shaped candle with a little one inside..its so lovely..she knows i <3 candles.

she might just know me too well.
I thank God for everythinggg.
For making me wake up and grab my fave vintage boots and my fave necklace.

much love.

Thurrs:

Didnt have time to blog yesterday): idk i feeeel kind of incomplete?
Been really really busy this past days, but im here, blogging.

went to the sushi today <3
gotta love it.

i stilll have to study for my spanish test tomorrooo..i dont know bout that. suckysucky
omgg i went crazy shopping online ..again.
i just felt in love with this:

http://www.topshop.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?beginIndex=0&viewAllFlag=&catalogId=19551&storeId=12556&categoryId=177539&parent_category_rn=177536&productId=1487821&langId=-1

shoppaholiccccc.
hate that word.
shopping just makes me happy and satisfied.
i think i prefer shopping over food.
like they say, rather go naked than dress uglaaay!

hope you all cups of tea have a really goodd night dayy evening wwhatever.
muchmuchh love.

Alejandro by Gaga (:
pointless song..somehow catchy.



The whether has changed drastically, its effin hot now..not liking it that much.
Im just like playing this addictive game on facebook called happy aquarium..haha
anddd yesterday i was just shopping online like crazy..i bought like 3 burt bees soaps and a kit..bought some forever 21 jewelry and clothes..and h&m skirts.(:

i just found these hand & nail cream from trelivings..organic tea tree, its really goood..its chamomile wiff shea butter..and the cream says against animal testing at the bottom..
i dont even remember when i bough it?
loving it.


i feel lazy every mondaaaaaaaaay. arghhhh
i need like a monday inspiration?
yea..


peacee & rock on (:

Sunny Sundaaaayyy(:

God, beautiful weather outside!
lovely day to go out and just chill.

So,i have like 3 places to go out today.
vote.
lunch.
idk.

I have a feeling todays gonna be a pretty good day.
Praise God
Feels good to take a shower and put on some cherry blossom cream and your fave zara skirt and topshop blouse(:

I woke up in the morning feeling like p.diddy

haaa. not really..but

Havee a nicee stylish and lovey daay

xxoo